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Decisions
04:38
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You say "don't worry about the morning"
But I guess that's easy enough for you to say
Coz in a few hours I'll wake up in the morning
wIth you lying right there next to me,
snd nothing has changed
And they say it's time to break all the rules
and I'm ready
Coz I won't ever be content with this direction
And I won't say that shit just doesn't get heavy
So it's time to break away from the last one
I guess it's easy for you to say
that tomorrow's a brand new day
I'll sit back and expect the world to fall right into my arms
and believe there's a way to possess a lazy mind
and a kinda charm
to get me to where I wanna be
to get me anywhere but where I am
And I could say that I feel safer on the streets
Away from the thoughts that keep
Away from the bedroom heat
At least this way I don't have to sleep
I believe that you could hang around
While I try to straighten myself out
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2. |
Stay at Home
03:03
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I wish I could stay at home and just be boring
What's so appealing to me about being boring
Coz I'm a paused flat mess and I'm stuck here
About 27 miles away from my friends
and it's so boring
Well I wanna find myself
Coz I'm not myself yet I'm just boring
Well my mama says if I don't find work then I won't be stable
But I think that I could live without a big big house
or a TV cable
I'm trying not to fear the worst
like what if there's not place for me
like what if I can't sleep
But I'm lying to myself
Coz there'll never be a place for me
and I'll never fall asleep the way I wanted to
I suppose reassurance is all I need now
I suppose its good to know I'm safe at home
I wish I knew what I know now
I gotta make it all on my own
But I'm just a ticking time bomb
I'm just waiting for the day somebody says
"you're not going anywhere"
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3. |
Talk
05:35
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I found my happy place
As if there wasn't enough shit to hold me back
I finally understand you
It scares me
But I understand you
But I'm with you
As long as both of our feet are swallowed by the tide
As long as we meet, busy but with pride
As long as you'll hold me outside (affection)
As long as you'll cross our home made line (attention)
I don't care
Coz those three days were worth more
Than I dare to admit to you
Do you care,
When you say that we should walk away
Under the colour blue?
How do you dare?
But it's cold outside
And I bet there's something else keeping you warm tonight
Coz you never make the effort
Now I'm stuck at home staring at your shirt
That you left two months ago
When you left two months ago
When you said you loved me and it showed
That's when you said you loved me and it showed
But I wish you would talk to me
You've convinced yourself you rely on me
And I could always tell the truth from your eyes
But I can't tell on-screen words from petty lies
Coz I'm moving on and I haven't left yet
I'm making plans for words that you haven't said yet
Just like a plastic cup, you say
"it's just my luck to get lost somehow"
but what about me? I've been standing right here.
So you turned your back and you knew
When you turned back around after a year
I'd be right here waiting for you, my dear
But it's cold outside
And I bet there's someone else keeping you warm tonight
You never made the effort
I was stuck at home staring at your shirt
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4. |
September
04:51
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We waited out the season
Carried on without a reason
And I still move around since the day I died
and I know you'll work it out
But I can't sleep at night
But putting it down on paper
Doesn't make it any better
And the fact of the matter
Is you're so much better when I'm not there
Voice shaking, but holding back my tears
I ask if we can talk alone
Heart breaking, I'm fighting to face my fears
I ask if we can talk alone
Is it when I lay like this?
Is it when you can't resist?
Were you hoping for a quick fix?
And I still think of this moment
When I close my eyes,
the way we've run in full-circle
But my hands are tied
I can't contain,
Everything that you say
I can't complain,
What more is there to explain
Coz I can't contain
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5. |
Five Years Ago
03:59
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Five years ago was a different time
16 we were only good at wasting time
We haven't changed, but we've drifted apart
and if you find a solution well
I'm sorry, I've had a change of heart
Don't you dare say it's my fault,
that I didn't try,
it's been a while since my love for you
and that city died
You're living a lie and this
isn't the place in which you hoped you'd die
But it still stings my memories
To a degree of insanity
We're not young and we're not free
We're just a part of the majority
I'm sat drunk on the sofa again
While the chemicals weigh down my head
And I'm thinking, "what's the point of 21
if this is the end?
Is it worth selling my freedom,
When I could sit and do nothing instead?"
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